我是不是很没用??

有看我的blog的人... 你们会不会觉得我很没用?? 我女朋友有事, 我却什么也帮不上忙... 她伤心, 我却不在她的身边... 她生气谁, 我也不知道... 想要帮她, 却不知该真么帮... 想安慰她, 却不知该怎么安慰... 想逗她开心, 却办不到... 我真的认为自己很没用... 真的... 在这个世界里, 是不是只有我是最没用的男朋友?? 有谁能告诉我到底要怎么做...

我真的不想看到你伤心... 尤其是为了某些人... 他们更本不值得你去生气, 也不足与为他们伤心... 看到你现在那样, 我真的很心痛... 真的很心痛... T T

不要再这样了好吗?? 不要为了他们而伤心了好吗?? 他们要怎么讲使他们的事... 如果他们太过分, 我真的不会放过他们... 我绝对不会原凉他们, 绝对!!!

不要再伤心了... 好吗?? 我喜欢看见常常欢笑的你... 笑吧... 好吗??

开心吧~~ 我喜欢看见常常欢笑的你~~ ^^

07.08.2010 星期六 （Installation night）

2day afternoon... starting my bz day lo... for the installation night de... haiz... abt 1.25pm go thr... no 1 thr n i am the 1st ppl reach... haiz... dun knw y my mum wan so fast fetch me go thr... make dao me ngong ngong wait thr... wait until 1.45 smthg... esther cm lo... me nt alone agn lo... thn follow bt daxter... suddenly... Uncle Hoi cm to Sabah Hotel... wa sai... hr also can see him... OMG!!! at thr also will hv his long speech agn... really beh tahan... hao coi tat time he wan go toilet... if nt we all suffer from his speech lo... == ... thn... all the committee cm oledi lo... bt over 2pm...

during rehersal... me was hving big trouble... tat is... thr is no cd plyer can control the key... make dao 1 of my friend very dissapointed... ARH!!! me tis PA Sistem will hv big trouble too or nt?? haiz... saw him so depress thr, i also dun knw wat cn i do for him... thn i suddenly saw him leave thr... dun knw y... i heard thy say he wan quit... OMG!!! izit real?? izit my fault?? aiyo... jz continue the rehersal la... the rehersal was nt quite gud bt can be accepted la... thn abt 4pm smthg, me back lo...

after back hm, i dun hv time to rest... quickly go bath, chg my clothes, prepare all the thgs... even me dun hv the time to drink water... == ... me leave my hm abt 5.15pm, bt i reach sabah hotel thr abt 5.45pm... cz my dad wan to gv smthg to his friends... the Rotarian Lo wan me to reach sabah hotel thr at 5.30 to help him try his dvd plyer, bt... nvm la... me hv to be ngong ngong thr wait thm cm agn... haiz... if i knw thy late i du late sin go la... make dao me almost faeces du cannot cm out... ==

be4 the installation night start, i hv to wear a formal style de clothes... 1st time le... so tidak biasa... sm ppl say me like teacher le... haiz... nvm lo... me also dun wan de ma... let them say lo... the installation night start lo... me n brandon sm sm be the PA Sistem... whole night jz hv korea songs... haha... tat night becm our night becz we r the 1 control the song... tat night dun knw is lucky or lap... lucky is becz i win the 6th prize in the lucky draw, bt also lap becz i dun knw i gt the number, say is brandon take it... n i also make the mic drop becz i step on the wire... lap se~~ == ... nvm la... haha... i du gt dao a prize jor lo... =P

the top model section was very funny... especially my friend... kenneth chaw... all model show their style, bt he... jz saw his friend n wave his hand to thm wif his smile... zadao... == ... damn funny o his look... n tat night i also meet my few old friends... 1 of my friends 4gt me jor wah... wat the... bt nvm lah... du 5 years no meet... for thm maybe will 4gt lo... n 1 thg i really dun knw tat esther mau's boyfriend also my old friend... me tat might sin knw... tis really kik dou... she also dun believe... hehe...

ya oh... thr is 1 more part very very kik... tat is 1 of the dancing group de member... whn dancing... suddenly stop n rush to toilet... the other members cm to us n tell us tat tat member's bra drop oledi... KIK SUI~~ we all go behind thr laugh until stomachache... haha... XD

2night was very weird... all my friends suddenly wan to take pic wif me... cz last time thy din ask me to take pic wif thm, bt tis year... dun knw is hao coi la... or say thy last year din see me cz i so bz to control the light?? almost all my friends thr wan to take pic wif me... me cannot reject lo... haiz...

the installation night reach the end lo... 1 night pass oledi lo... hoho... me free from my work lo... yeah!!! bt the job really fun la... although we can't eat cz our table mou diun diun sit by other ppl... ==

07.08.2010 星期六 （St. Mary & 四哩)

今天我比平时早起身... erm... 差不多六点多... 因为... 我今天能见到你 ^^

早上八点多, 我就去四哩喝茶, 吃一碗大大的罗面... haiz... 弄到我要呕了... == ... 差不多九点, 我搭小巴士去你所在的地方... 我等不及了... 我想见你!!! >< ... 当我看到你们时, 突然看到你后面有个男生... 样子看起来比我大, 可是个子却... haha... 看见他跟你靠的那么近, 我又开始... 吃醋了 == ... 我好像站在你旁边哦... 可是我又害羞... haiz... 一直看着你们谈天, 他又一直跟着你... 直到在 canteen 那里, 你坐在椅子吃着 satay... 然后把没吃完的 satay 给我吃, 我才能开始靠近你... XP ...

然后, 在外面时, 我都一直站在你身边, 然后慢慢地, 不知不觉的牵起你的小手了... XD ... 感觉超爽的... 好久没牵起你的手了... 好开心哦~~ >< ... 不久, 我们一起下四哩了... 如果我不在, 你应该没有机会去四哩吧??

当我们一起去 jesselton 时, 尽然看到 kenneth 和 chin shu ting... 还带着他们的小孩... haha... 我们也被另一对夫妻看见了... 还 sms 我说看到我们... == ... 没关系... 因为你在我身边嘛... ^^ ... 在 jesselton 外面时, 我们都还没打情骂俏, 但另一对和我们一起的干哥哥干妹妹却像情侣一样... 我们输了... 然后再 jesselton 里面, 我们明明制造了机会给他们两个, 但是... haiz... 是他们错失了机会... 我也没办法... 我在那里叫了一杯像冰沙的冰淇淋... zadao... 还以为是真真的冰淇淋 le... 但是和你共同喝一杯, 什么也不重要了...

快 12.30pm 了... 我们也要回 st.mary 了... 因为你妈妈说只能到 12.30 或 1pm 之前... haiz... 还以为能和你在一起久一点 le... 回到了那里, 我们有走来走去... 本来想进鬼屋的, 但是太多人了, 等不到... 只能乱走咯... 在课室外面, 也是我不会忘记的事... 那就是... XXXX ... WAH!!! 我的世界变天堂了... 超开心!!! XD ...

这一天, 我是永远都不会忘记的... 如果有机会的话... 这次由我来... ><

work as secretary

haiz... y y y??? y hv to be me?? i jz a small small director... y suddenly move to secretary place?? ARH!!! so suffer to become a secretary...

1st... my free time become less n less... haiz... bt thank goodness my sis is my vice secretary... still... all thgs hv to done by me... ==

2nd... as my last secretary n last secretary say: " u better prepare urself to ngam cham by either pn liew or miss teoh... n prepare urself to do many thgs..." OMG!!! die loh me... == ... ngam cham by pn liew oledi try jor many time loh... still hv 1 more year to suffer... cham~~

3rd... everytime gt activities... ME HV TO MAKE A REPORT?! WAT THE... i thought i will only hv to do the skul activities de report jeh... mana tau... grace tell me tat the joint meeting i also hv to do a report agn... ( so down jor~~)

being a secretary... really nt a gud thg... cannot be prouded... ==

“黑色” 星期天 01.08.2010

gundam zai 生日了... happy birthday... 生日快乐... ^^

今天... haiz... 都不是我的日子... 今天补习时, 本来很开心的... 可是, 当拿四“死”个人来到补习时, 气氛变了... 在我们很开心补习时, 不知哪条开始说“你” 了... 他妈的, 好像我不存在, 还是以为我很好欺负, 在我面前一直说“你”, 拿“你” 来玩?? 越说越离谱, 如果我不出声, 你们是不是还继续讲下去... 他们讲到一半, 我就很不客气大声对他们说:“ 做什么?? ”... 连补习老师我也对她不客气... 过后他们不讲了... 去他的, 那么多人你不玩是要玩我?! 我得罪你们啊?? 平时我被你们玩, 被你们叫到去买东西, 我都不出一声... 可是你们好玩不玩, 拿“你” 来玩?! 我可是不会静静看着你们那“你” 来玩... 平时我不出声, 因为我不想把事情搞大... 可是拜托你们不要那么过分好吗?? 如果被说的人是你们, 你们会怎样?? 笑着让他们讲?? 还是很生气?? 我也是人, 我也有感情... 不要以为平时你们玩我的时候, 我扮 ngong ngong, 就以为我没感觉... 你们做什么的不会想下别人的感受... 如果那天我心情不好, 我不知道我会对你们做什么... 我自己也控制不到...

放学了... yeah!!! 不用看到他们了... 去踢球了... haha... 可是... 我们在那里等了一个半小时, 才能踢球... 算了, 有的踢好过没的踢... 我们一共有十个人, 分了两队后, 比赛开始... 在我的队里, 我负责做守门员... 守门员真的不好做... 第一, 当被敌方进了一粒球, 自己的球员就责怪你, 有时真的觉得很不爽... 就像敌方的守门员, 被我方进了不少球, 还被自己的那方骂, 生气的丢下毛巾, 不要做了... 第二... 如果没有防护罩, 最好不要做守门员... 就像我, 还没到半个小时, 已经中头奖了... 不是一个, 而是四个 == ... 可是我没放弃 le... ^^ ... 终于要结束比赛了, 我还以为我方赢了, 谁知... 他们要来个 GOLDEN BALL... 我这么辛苦才能让我方以 14-11 赢... 谁知道他们还来个 golden ball... 如果我守门失败, 我不就变成千古罪人?! ARH!!! 那粒 golden ball 真的守到我快晕了... 第一粒被我抓住了, 不久又来第二了, 可是也被我守住了... 真的谢天谢地... 最后一粒, 竟然被我方幸运地进了... 而且进到也蛮搞笑的... haha... 我方赢了!!! ^^

aiya... 忘了买万字票, 还是买四边, 不然的话, 我就中头奖了... 而且还是四边头奖, 因为我今天中了四次“头奖”... ==